I backed off from all things computer. I am refocusing on family, friends and sanity. My friend let me review the mess I tumble into. It wasn’t actually my mess but choices of others affected me in a negative way. Work went from mildly stressful to job hunting to didn’t want to get out of bed and face one more day. Finally I started putting things back in perspective and realized I was taking on more than what I am responsible for. Imagine that….(sarcasm font please)…a people pleaser taking on more responsibilities than what I should. I am putting things back in perspective. Drawing some healthier boundaries. Letting go of some expectations. Relieved to see some things resolving themselves that I just need to get out of the way and let things happen. I’m now on vacation for two weeks. I really need these two weeks off. Christmas gifts were lost but I found some fun replacements. Eventually I’ll find the other gifts and they will become just-because-it’s-Tuesday presents. (Side note….a just-because-it’s-Tuesday presents is given on any day accept Tuesday.) DH is very supportive and reminded me not to take a specific situation get generalized throwing things out of perspective. Goes along the same line as a bad 5 minutes does not make a bad day, and a bad day does not make a bad life. Bad 5 minutes is just that five minutes and usually survivable.