I took a break from my blogs…how do I feel about it? This is a research/information/encouragement blog. I keep studying and finding more things to help myself and hopefully others. It grew well past my original plans. I discovered in taking a break I did less research. I didn’t keep up with other people’s blogs because if I saw something I wanted to share I felt I needed to wait until my break was over. I think more than anything I needed to evaluate if I am still heading in a healthy direction for me. I noticed on the Facebook groups that I can get a bit cranky with a steady diet of complaints and resentment towards abusers. People screw up…that is what we do. Some out of ignorance, some intentionally, and some stupidly. Sometimes I’m the one screwing up. I made some awesome mistakes and blunders in my life. However, as long as I blame someone else, they are controlling my life. I’m done with that. My life, my mistakes, my responsibility to make corrections and learn from what happened. I feel a renewed need to share a point of view that says Impossible really means I’m Possible. Forever only last until I decide things will change which could be 5 minutes from now. Life changing experiences are supposed to change us. It is my opinion if you don’t change after a major event you may want to get some counseling as to why you are so detached from living that nothing effects you. Why do I know this? Because I’ve done it. Major life changes would not phase me at one point in my life. I was so emotionally disconnected that a death in the family barely registered with me. To feel, be hurt, and all the various bumps and wobbles in life mean I am connected with living. It is supposed to be bumpy. If you wanted a smooth, monotone life, this is the wrong planet. It is filled with changes and surprises, mighty storms and lovely rainbows. It really is an awesome planet.