I actually maintain 3 different blogs. My picture blog I’ve hardly touched in a year. I kept getting it more and more complicated until I found I couldn’t keep up with it any more. It started out 1 picture a day….then I made it more complicated. I have my We are One blog and it became so filled with PTSD/CPTSD information that I created this one. Once again I got things too complicated. I get overwhelmed and shut down completely and don’t do any of them because I want to give great content but some days I feel so dry inside. I also discovered there is so much information that my blogs are now a speck in a sea of information. One of the symptoms of PTSD/CPTSD is self sabotaging. I recognize that trying to doing things perfectly and to the best of my ability pushed myself into a whole that here I am hardly writing anything on any of my blogs. I am doing the huge task of cleaning out my craft room that has years of shove-in-and-neglect boxes. I found bed parts to a bed we haven’t owned in 10 years. I found pictures from 2000. You read that right over 20 years of neglect and not facing my stuff. Why because I get overwhelmed and shut down. My first counselor said defining a problem gets you 90% of the way to solving it. My way of thinking, I can’t solve a problem I don’t know I have. Hmmmm. How is this going to go after realizing this, not sure.