I’m try to get my feet under me. I heard time flies when you are having fun. It does wait around when things are frumpy either. Last weekend was awesome. I spent 24 hours listening to people sharing their survival stories and focusing their healing in Christ. I realized that I drifted a bit and I am working at getting back on track. So far, not so good. I am working on my plans and realized that I wasn’t heading in a direction I wanted to be. I need a course correction. I think one of the awesome things about being human is if you don’t like where you are, you have the power to change your course. The first time my counselor told me I had power, I basically told him to stop teasing me. I felt powerless. He talked to me about at a young age I was convinced I had no power which made it easier for my abusers to manipulate me. I finally figured out I gave away my power. I’m doing that again. I need to stop it. Take back my power and put myself back in charge of me. I can do this. Done it before I can do it again.
Reminder: Made it through 100% of my bad days.